Curiosity

As I was making a multi-hour trek across America’s heartland yesterday, I did what any sane person who forgot their auxiliary cord for iPhone/rental car adaptation would do: I tuned in to Oprah’s Sirius XM radio station.

I wasn’t Oprah’s target audience when she was on daytime television.  Sure, I picked up glossy books with her stamp of approval on them and I watched as her show spawned so many celebrities- Dr. Phil, Dr. Oz, Lisa Ling (from her humble Channel 1 roots!) I participated in a fervent and well-orchestrated campaign by my freshman high-school English teacher to get us featured on the show, as we read Toni Morrison’s The Bluest Eye before it was pulled from the district reading list.

This is all to say that back when I had cable, I would tune in to OWN.  I loved Lisa Ling’s series “Our America,” with thoughtful and courageous reporting.  I also loved Oprah’s “Master Class” where she asked friends who are experts in their field to come and espouse their views on how they got to the top, navigating adversity and triumphantly overcoming obstacles.  It was Oprah’s TED talks, but a bit more self-indulgent (as all things Oprah are!)

Anyway, on this Sirius XM radio station, in the low light of oncoming dusk, I listened, completely enraptured, to Diane Sawyer’s episode of Master Class.

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Chicago bridge, from my Instagram

Many of the things that Diane said have burrowed into my brain, working against my notoriously fallible short-term memory. But there was one thing she mentioned that I had to write down (keeping one hand on the wheel, of course.)

Diane’s father once told her the story of a famed physicist, who as a child, would have to answer this question at the family dinner table every night:

Did you ask any great questions today?

Diane went on to explore the idea of curiosity, how important it is to encourage curiosity and exploration in your children. Her insatiable curiosity led to her fascinating and expansive career, which included both working for Nixon and interviewing Saddam Hussein.

This importance of curiosity, of seeking, of asking questions is so important in our Google generation.  We have more access to more information than ever before, but what are we doing with it?

This made me think about my trip a few weeks ago to the Field Museum in Chicago, one of my favorite museum experiences in recent memory.

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The Field Museum, Chicago

The Field Museum houses Sue, the largest, most extensive and best-preserved T-Rex specimen.  That’s her in the Instagram above. The Field Museum offers Chicago children the opportunity to spend the night in the museum with Sue, learning about dinosaurs and the earth and their place in it. I can only imagine what that type of experience could do to a child, in love with the idea of discovery and archaeology and paleontology, and their sleepy questions at 2am about Sue’s life and lived experience.

The world’s most important discoveries have come from asking questions.  So I ask you-

Did you ask any great questions today?

evolution  A photo from the end of the “Evolving Planet” permanent exhibit at the Field Museum, Chicago

La vie en rose…. or rosé

Are you feeling too settled, too sedentary, too frustrated with the recent swing of the pendulum from spring to winter and back again? Well, pack your (metaphorical) bags and take a trip with me…to Provence, France.

Each time I pick up Peter Mayle’s A Year in Provence, I am instantly standing knee-deep in freshly sown fields in  southern France.  I can smell the woody terroir, the dense soil, the warm sun on grass, and I can see the sweaty bottles of rosé, the sunny vélo-ways, the piles of radishes and garlicky aioli.  Suffice it to say,  this book is southern France in a few hundred pages, a look at the France that once was (the book was published in ’91 and I find each reference to francs genuinely amusing) and the idyllic France that still is (with a few minor reality adjustments.)

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This book focuses on what I enjoy most about French culture- the close relationship that each person has to their region, to the very soil beneath them. Every meal is made from ingredients found close by and every proprietor believes that their cherries/cheese/wine/asparagus is the absolute best (or, as my French host father would say, “le TOP!”)

One of the passages that had me salivating earlier today:

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“The pale shoots (of asparagus) were as fat as thumbs, delicately colored and patterned at the tips. We ate them warm, with melted butter. We ate bread that had been baked that afternoon at the old boulangerie at Lumìeres.  We drank the light red wine from the vineyards in the valley.  We supported local industry with every mouthful.”

This is key- and this is what I believe so many of my generation long for- this connection to place, to the very elements that produced our food.  I am thankful to live in a city with varied, diverse, and most of all, numerous farmers’ markets every night of the week.  I realize this isn’t always the case but I believe hope that there is a revolution afoot.  The more we pay attention to the people that produce what we consume, to the countries, to the work, to the skill that it takes to produce what we so easily purchase- the more engaged we become with our global story.  And that can only makes us a more conscientious population.

Bon appétit, everyone.

It’s a bird, it’s a plane….

I had the great pleasure of attending my nephew’s second birthday party last weekend. Before the party, we spent time together at the Children’s Museum of Houston.  Watching him explore, discover, play, and wholeheartedly participate in his experience was a great gift to me.  We often hear the cliché “Explore the world through a child’s eyes,” and while that phrase is definitely adult-eye-roll inducing, I wished many times last weekend that I too could be as enamored as he was with foam covered slides and plastic undulating floors.

I also wished that it was socially acceptable for a 27 year-old woman to don a shiny red cape and go about her daily life.

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Happy weekend, everyone.  May you all wear your proverbial red capes proudly.

Joy cometh in the morning.

I’ve long had a fascination with snow.  I am enchanted by it.  I’ve written both undergraduate and graduate school entrance essays about it.  I’ve waxed poetic about the romance of a light snowfall, the enduring appeal of mittens, and the satisfying crunch of freshly fallen powder underfoot.

This is not a post about how lovely snow is.

This is a post about the reality of snow.  The heavy, slippery, annoying, time-consuming weather effect of snow.

It’s also a post (hence the title) about how I can only idealize snow because I live in Texas.  If I was in Michigan year-round, I am sure I’d be singing another tune (slightly off-key and in falsetto.)

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The magic of this scene (while peaceful and beautiful in this Instagram) would instantly evaporate if I told you about the two separate trips I made to the store in blizzard conditions for boot cleaner because my boots were covered in residue from salted sidewalks.  Or that I learned the hard way that you’re not supposed to be in 4 wheel drive on a slick road.  Or that while one might assume that one has gotten all of the snow from the driver’s seat (that blew in when the front door opened to turn on the car to jump start the de-icing process) one NEVER gets all of the snow from the driver’s seat and one ALWAYS ends up with a wet bum.

But what’s the point of this post?

My point is that joy cometh in the morning.  That even in your metaphorically snowy day, when life sends you sweet surprises like icy roads, snow drifts, and ten inches overnight, that spring will come. It will.

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And winter’s storms will be a distant memory, and joy will come.  And persist.

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Happy Spring, everyone.

Coming Back.

In school we learned about correlation and causation.  Just because things appear to happen simultaneously, does not necessarily mean that one event caused the other.

For example, my recent absence from the “blogosphere” was probably not caused by:

Falling in love

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Extensive travel to places near and far

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Multiple food comas

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The daily living of life

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The persistent internal conversations of addressing such topics as: where am I going, can I make it there, what is the plan, how far do I want to go?

WordPress has kindly reminded me every few days for the past six months that I have a blog.  Today I made the decision to renew my commitment to this blog, and, by extension, my commitment to writing, to sharing, to cultivating a piece of this vast internet universe that I can call my own.

Join me, won’t you?

*All photos Instagrammed by me- follow me at ckindred1013 on Instagram!

Time.

Spring arrived and then quickly departed.

Summer has already settled in- settled into sweaty backs and melted popsicles, chilled glasses of rosé and long, sunny evenings.

I’ve been away- attending weddings and watching baby nephews take their first steps; cheering my sister on at graduation and relishing a week without visiting an airport.  I’ve been taking my camera places and snapping photos but more often I’ve snagged candid shots with my phone and fell more in love with instagram.  I’ve eaten delicious meals, taken a romantic stroll or two, and giggled with friends until past my bedtime.

And I want to share more of it, in this space and in this time.

Come with me.

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Leap of Faith.

We don’t often get additional time.  Our busy lives are planned to the moment- allowing specific time for specific activities, filling calendars, strict adherence to a schedule.  I’ve been one to wistfully imagine what life would be like with just one more hour in the day, one more week in the year. I long for simple moments, blissfully unaware of the clock and a demanding schedule.  But I digress.

Today, we got a Leap Day and even though I’m struggling to post this while it is still technically Leap Day, I just had to share my Leap of 2012.

I am 26 and for 20 of the last 26 years, I’ve been very aware of my teeth.  I don’t smile with my teeth in photos, I never ask anyone if I have something in my teeth (too much attention!) and I am generally not confident about my smile.  This could lead to a myriad of different discussions, about societal constructs of beauty, of whether or not adult orthodontia is on par with cosmetic surgery, but I am going to be quick about all of this and say…. I got braces.  I did it for me, and only me.  I have fantasized about having braces for years, and at the start of this year, the planets aligned and the timing was right and I got braces.

They are a daily challenge.  There’s the physical pain of being an adult with braces but there’s also the psychological aspect of drawing so much attention to something I’ve worked to hide for years.  There’s the awkward conversations about “Is there something different?” and the awkward removing of rubber bands at mealtimes.  There are days when I can tell my teeth have moved overnight, and there are days when I wonder why I’m doing this. There are also times where random people congratulate me and tell me how it’s going to get so much better.  There’s the hugs I get from middle-schoolers with sage words of advice.  I write this because a.) I wanted to share these photos, but also b.) because I think it is important to stress that it is OKAY to do things for yourself, to take a leap and ignore the criticisms, and put yourself in a challenging position for a rewarding outcome. I can’t wait to be on the other side,  20 months from now and uploading a big, smiling photo on this blog.

To celebrate my leap, I did what any self-respecting adult facing a return to adolescence would do: I threw myself a cocktail party, complete with candies that I can’t have with braces on, a taffy-eating and bubble-gum bubble blowing contest, and lots of great friends and family for encouragement.  I handed out homemade caramel chocolate popcorn (recipe here!) as favors and ate far too many Red Vines.

Take a leap this year.  Challenge yourself to be better and do better.

This is how it starts.

A sniffle.  An itch in the back of your throat.  A glassy eye.  A keen awareness of every other person’s sneeze pattern.  An indescribable fatigue.  A series of rationalizations.

I’m not going to say it, because it is only Monday, but I would not be surprised if I crash full-speed, headfirst, enveloped in flames into sickness this week.

Alas, this is not why I came to write this today.  I came because I had a moment today where I lingered over the last three pages of a wonderful novel for thirty minutes because I desperately didn’t want to leave the well-crafted, intimately beautiful, and utterly complete world of The Night Circus.

The Night Circus is Erin Morgenstern’s first novel, and it is an immeasurable delight.  It has, what I’ll refer to here as “Chelsea Triggers,” which are as follows:

- Lengthy descriptions of ink, quill pens, and different types of antique paper

- Shakespearean sonnets used in the most intricately beautiful way

- Turn of the century England

- Turn of the century pastoral scenes, described at length

- Magic

- Star-crossed lovers

- A lovingly created, complete world, richly colored and expertly woven, so much so I can imagine wearing the story like the most beautiful textile

Read it. Preferably all at once.  Just set aside an afternoon and disappear completely. I’ll meet you at the circus.

“A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.” – Oscar Wilde, 1888 (quote taken from The Night Circus)

Images courtesy of Amazon.

My Type of Commune.

There is a commercial on television right now that has just a few bars of a song that stirs my heart.  I can’t tell you what the commercial is for (a quick Google reveals that it may be previews for the new Dr. Seuss movie) but that’s not really the point.

The summer that the movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind was released, I was living and working in San Antonio.  A lot of my friends had relocated home for the summer and I didn’t often have a day off.  On the rare days I had time to myself, I walked to the movie theaters to escape from the thick, wet heat and the emptiness of my life at the time (I was 19, and, as always, prone to melodrama, so it really did seem empty.) I probably watched Eternal Sunshine in theaters 10 times.  If you haven’t seen it, it’s a fantastic film written by the most inventive of screenwriters, Charlie Kaufman, and directed by the most imaginative of directors, Michel Gondry. It was whimsical and bitterly real at the same time- it was a puzzle, and it did a wonderful job of articulating the intricacies of something that I knew nothing about at the time- relationships and how they come together and how they fall apart.

All that said, I purchased the soundtrack as soon as it was available, walking to work each day with those songs in my headphones.  One of the songs is The Polyphonic Spree’s “Light and Day,” which is the song from the commercial where this blog entry began.

I don’t know much about The Polyphonic Spree, except for a few performances here and there on award shows.  They always seemed like a million people, gathering to celebrate the intense FUN of MAKING MUSIC.  I imagine that they never wear shoes and sleep on clouds, but that’s just me.

If you watch this video, you’ll see exactly what I mean.  A few friends of mine and I have joked about opening our own farming commune, a place to live out our Little House on the Prairie dreams and cultivate our own sort of millennial utopia.  This Polyphonic Spree video could be used as a recruiting video for some sort of cult (really, why all the white gowns?!) but I think it’d be perfect for recruiting for my type of hippie commune.

Care to join?

There will be instruments and balloons.  Lots of balloons.

….Really, it just gets weirder each time I watch it, in a really beautiful way.

Time…encapsulated.

I came across this during a late afternoon walk in Little Rock yesterday:

The questions began immediately: what could possibly be inside? When had they buried it? 1986? If I opened it, would I find some cassette tapes, neon scrunchy socks, and a Clinton for Governor pamphlet?

I tried to imagine what I would put inside a time capsule for my life.  It was too overwhelming to think about open-ended, and then I began to start with that moment.  What would I put inside a time capsule from today? What happened today that was noteworthy?

We often discuss defining moments as if they are supposed to happen amidst a cacophony of fanfare- a parade complete with a never-ending brass section loudly heralding all that means to be celebrated.  I’m of a different opinion.  My time capsule from today would include the light dancing on the Arkansas River, a student proclaiming to be an Irish knight, a bit of an insanely delicious chocolate dessert, dancing sculptures and the first few pages of a novel I’ve already fallen headfirst into.  It would include the mp3 of a song I can’t shake and a phone call with my sister, wishing her a very happy birthday and a text message photo of my nephew “giving sugars.”

What is that about an unexamined life isn’t worth living? Or is it that the worth of living is found in the details of life- if only we examine it.

I don’t know.  What I do know is that there are so many moments worth encapsulating- and that’s why I can’t judge Facebook updates, tweets, or others’ blog entries- these are the moments deemed worth sharing, and who am I to question?

Aforementioned bronze dancers….

And the sun on the Arkansas River…

What would you put in your time capsule?

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